February 2011
It kind of got me thinking,
people don’t just go out on a whim while making these kinds of decisions. You have to have some type of plan, some kind of idea about what you want. You have to have an incling of what you hope to find in the end.
You have me wondering. What is it?
jump on it!
That’s right, one big happy family.
January 2011
too many things are scaring me lately,
I don’t have time to be so afraid. I need to forget, or fix, or formulate some kind of plan to keep me from worrying so much.
Crunch Time
Let my favorite week of the entire year begin right now :)
Hey God,
I haven’t been talking to you as much as I usually do, honestly i’ve been so busy and that makes me want to cry knowing that i’ve put you behind things that are not nearly as important. I need to see this in writing so I can look back and remind myself that I miss having you as a top priority in my life. I know i’m the only one who can change that, but I just want to say...
I'm fine.
Look, when I tell you i’m fine, I understand you want to be the friends that see past that and puts me in my place, showing me that i’m not okay…but for once i’m actually alright. I promise you i’m standing here stronger than ever…believe me you’d know if I wasn’t. I know you care and you just want what’s best for me but I am completely aware...
a wonderful evening with wonderful people
Sho excited!
“Sometimes the things you want the most don’t happen and what you least expect...”
– Love and Other Drugs (via -weweresobeautiful)
“You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words...”
– Nicholas Sparks (via kari-shma)
“‘Cause sometimes, that mountain you’ve been climbing is just a grain of sand....”
– Carrie Underwood - So small (via quote-book)
stop leaving me.
you show up and then you leave. what will it take to make you stay? please, just stay.
Who are you?
If someone were to ask me this i’m not sure how I’d respond…
I might say hi, i’m confused. Or hi, i’m broken. I could say hi, i’m brave or even hi, i’m good at pretending.
Who am I anymore?
I think acting has subconciously become an everyday occurance for me. Am I okay? Or am I just doing my best to convince myself that I am? Who am I reassuring?...
“this time, this place
misused, mistakes,
too long, too late,
who was I to...”
– Far Away
“It’s hard when you miss people. But, you know, if you miss them It means you...”
– (via poeticheartache)
"If something was really important, fate made sure...
i'm sorry i'm so impatient.
I guess I just want to know if you honestly see me there in the end. I know you can’t get to the last page of a story without reading the pages in between, but I would like to know if this is all worth it.
I miss you. And what sucks is that I miss you, at...
“So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am both happy and sad and I’m...”
– The Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky (via quote-book)
I was a flight risk with a fear of falling,...
“You can complain because roses have thorns, or you can rejoice because thorns...”
– Ziggy (via franktjr)
there is a love, and it is real
I’m glad I got to see it firsthand…I was starting to give up on the possibility of people “being meant for one another,” but the two of you, once again, had shown me otherwise. The absolute worst thing that could have happened between the two of you has happened. You’re both hurt and you’re both scared, but neither of you plan on giving up. You guys are so...
xcourtyxbabix:
At the end of the day, I just want you to be happy, even if it means that i’m not.
“I mean, I got everything I need right here with me. I got air in my lungs, a few...”
– Jack Dawson, Titanic (via yoursweetobsession)
“You don’t let people in, its hard for you and once you do you don’t want to let...”
– Audrina Patridge (via eletheowl)
“You have more faith in me than I’ve ever had in myself … that’s love.”
– Anonymous (via thatslove)
“Someday, somewhere, somehow, me and you.”
– Joshua D. Richardson (via kari-shma)
“To love would be an awfully big adventure.”
– J.M. Barrie (via kari-shma)
“Love is needing someone. Love is putting up with someone’s bad qualities because...”
– Sarah Dessen (This Lullaby)
“Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you...”
– Juno (via quote-book)
“While you can’t leave it behind, you can look at the events of your past from a...”
– Jill A. Davis (via kari-shma)
“Some stories don’t have a clear beginning, middle, and end. Life is about not...”
– Gilda Radner (via kari-shma)
this is poop.
i miss you and i miss you missing me and i miss everything and now i’m just angry at myself for missing so many things all at once.
poop.
and let the agonizing night begin,
it’s like clock work.